A loving monster.When you love.When you love, you open up. When you love you can be you'rself....But when you love. It can destroy you, devistate you,hurt you. When you love you'r heart is open,vulnerable,weak. But when you love, almost nothing can hurt you.You begin to not only fall in love with them. but the world around you. the sun,birds,trees,sky. You love it all, but, when you love and they break you'r heart You fall into a deep dark hole. Then everything seems dark, you feel aloneyou feel crushed and hurt. hurt,sorrow,death. these words all link back to love to me. I'v never been truly love, only used, thrown asside, beaten, violated,humiliated. No one understands the pain I feel. No one ever willI'm all alone. Just the way a monster like me deserves to be. Alone till death, no one who looks at me a ghost of the past, I am feared for being an anigma. for being different. But, all I ever did was love.